You're Bleeding

I forgot to take a shit

before I left for school.

I didn't need to at the time.

After my taco bell lunch,

different story...

I'm taking classes

on a part of campus

that I have never

had classes before.

So I had some difficulty

finding a bathroom nearby.

I walked around the hallway

and couldn't find one.

I went into the next hallway

still didn't see one.

I decided to go out of my way

to go where I knew

I would find releif.

I can see my goal...

I'm approaching...

A woman walks out

of the women's section.

I walk past her

w/o paying any attention

as I am highly focused

on reaching my destination.

A familiar voice calls my name.

"John?"

Holy shitballs!

It's my ex.

I asked her how she's been

she said "ok..."

I didn't care to take the bait

and ask what was wrong.

That's someone else's job now.

We talked shortly

then went our ways.

She was probably

the most beautifull woman

I will ever date.

At least physically...

She could be a total bitch at times

and tried to claim ownership

over me

while expecting to date freely

herself.

Not that I didn't have faults

of my own...

Anyway, I was stoked

that of all the days

for a reunion,

she ran into me

when I looked like a fuckin' stud

(not to sound arrogant,

I'm usually not a cocky asshole)

but I don't always dress

as well as I did today.

I notice the difference

because I get a lot more

eye contact from girls

on the way to class

when I'm stylin'

and remember to shave.

I need to remember more often.

Today's song is dedicated to her.

You've got the beauty, but that don't mean a thing
A bland reciprocation, but it don't bother me
You're happier with lights on underneath a darkened sky
Only in the spotlight can you tell me of your crimes

I understand your situation, but I can't
Seem to understand the motivations you once had
I recall a message I once left behind a screen
I was entranced when you were never, never there for me

You're draining, you're draining me, I'm not a tub
What ever happened to the girl I used to hold?
I held in such a high regard
Where is the girl who had it all?

I used to think I wasn't worthy of your cause
I used to feel so lucky
Until the day I felt a weakness in my arms
I knew from where it had been coming

You're bleeding, you're bleeding me, I can recall
The passions you once had, where did they go?
I knew a girl who had it all?
I knew a girl where did she go?

- "You're Bleeding" from White Trash, Two Heebs and a Bean